I see, but it still hurts.

How to explain this? Can I, will I, say something that will resonate within your own mind and Body? Isn’t that the key to therapy, you say, they say, and somehow you begin to see. Is there a statute of limitations on growth? Especially with the growth of your ID. I think not, I think that as long as we can hear it in our mind, feel it in our heart then it is still there, an active part of you day to day life, the ability to grow.

So what is different? For me, it’s seeing another path toward the sunshine. Another way to leave some of the age old darkness behind. A way to shed the obsession and fill the VOID with a heavenly sense of joy, of acceptance, and of love.

Today I read this: The id contains all of the life and death instincts, which Freud believed help compel behavior. This aspect of personality does not change as people grow older. It continues to be infantile, instinctive, and primal. It isn’t in touch with reality or logic or social norms. (there was no author given with this, but it rings true for me). So if I just push myself a little, I’ll be successful and begin to achieve what eluded me all my life. I know this is true because I am already feeling the happiness in my stomach.

My first step will be to call!

to Be continued